WHAT I NEED
BY J.Daniels
Alabama Summer Book 5
Release Day: March 5, 2017
From New York Times bestselling author, J. Daniels, comes a sexy new STANDALONE novel.
Riley Tennyson has made a huge mistake.
At least, that’s what she keeps telling herself.
Showing up to her brother’s wedding pissed off and newly single, Riley seeks comfort in solitude and an open bar, until the gorgeous and irresistibly charming CJ Tully makes her a better offer―a wild night with the master of smooth-talking where nothing is off limits.
Riley does what any single woman would do, and a connection is made. One neither one of them can ignore. But when she comes home to the boyfriend she no longer thought she had, Riley buries her secret and begs CJ to do the same.
Forget about each other. It was a mistake. That’s all it was… right?
Desires are hidden. Distance is kept. Until one night CJ makes the ultimate sacrifice, and Riley can no longer avoid the man she can’t stop thinking about.
Not with him sleeping down the hall…
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EXCERPT
“You Tully?”
I jerk my chin at the guy standing at the security booth after
he speaks, then throw a look of appreciation at the bouncer who led me over
here before he steps away.
“Name’s Mark. I’m running things tonight. It’s good to have
you,” the guy says.
We shake hands.
“Yeah. Don’t mention it,” I reply.
He looks around the venue and gestures. “Packed joint tonight.
Shouldn’t get too crazy with this band and the crowd it’s bringing out, but we
never wanna risk it. It’s good having backup.”
“How many of us you got?” I ask him over the music when the band
starts playing, leaning closer to hear his response.
“You and another guy who’s already here. He’s hanging out up by
the stage. Plus a bunch of our guys.” He hooks his thumb at the floor to
ceiling windows along the front of the building, adding, “I got some uniforms
on the street keeping that shit under control in case people get tossed out.”
I nod, liking what I’m hearing.
The Red Door isn’t the biggest venue I’ve worked security on,
but it’s big enough. Managing this shit alone can present a challenge. And by
the looks of it, it’s a sold out show.
More eyes we got on the crowd, the better.
“You run into any problems yet?” I ask.
The guy shakes his head. “Nah. Just normal shit. People trying
to sneak in their own booze,” he replies, glancing at the door where everyone
is filing in. “Confiscated it. No issues. Everything else seems to be running
smooth.”
“Good,” I say when I meet his eyes. “I’ll keep near the back
since the other guy’s covering the front. I’ll come to you if I run into any
problems.”
“Sounds good, man.”
We exchange another hand shake, then I step away and move
through the crowd.
I stop near the center of the room and stay to the back like I
said so I can have full view of the floor that’s packed with bodies, some
keeping position and others moving away from me, pushing to get closer to the
stage.
Bringing my arms across my chest, I stand tall and do a sweep of
the place. I’ve been here before so I know the layout.
There’s a bar to the right of where I’m standing, stretching the
length of the wall. Restrooms are behind me. Other than the hallway leading to
the rooms behind the stage where bands hang out, there’s isn’t much that isn’t
visible. Plus, it’s one level, standing room only, so I don’t gotta worry about
another floor I need to cover.
Should be an easy gig.
I do shit like this on the side for the extra cash. Venues hosting
concerts are always looking for cops who are willing to come out and beef up
security. We stay in civilian clothes so we blend in, and unless I’m having to
act on something, I typically get out without anyone knowing I’m a cop.
Easy money. Ain’t nothing wrong with that.
I look back to the dance floor.
The lights are dimmed. Red and blue strobe lights positioned on
the ceiling illuminate the crowd, along with the bright, white lights shining
from the stage. Visibility is good.
Another plus. I worked a few of these where it wasn’t and that
only presented problems.
But here, I can see faces. Can see other shit going on too if
someone’s dumb enough to try something too.
I anticipate it. Events like this always bring out some of the
stupidest motherfuckers. Which is exactly why they like having us work these
things.
Security can only do so much.
I’m three songs into the set when the beat picks up. The bass
vibrates along the floor. I feel it pulsing in my feet.
The faster rhythm stirs the crowd and shifts them around. More
bodies gather and move closer to the stage, jumping up with their fists in the
air and belting out lyrics, drawing people away from the bar. Others stay
toward the back where there’s room to dance.
That’s where I’m looking, and that’s where I see her.
Blonde.
I blink. My eyes refocus. Then I stare at waves the color of
sand flowing down the back of a tiny thing swaying to the music.
Shirt tied off at the waist. Lower back showing. Hips shaking in
some tight as shit black jeans. Ass looking fucking incredible.
Damn.
She reaches above her, bends her elbows and rakes her fingers
through her hair, lifting it off her neck as her body keeps moving in ways I
feel straight in my cock, then after letting her arms drop, she looks toward
the bar with eyes searching, giving me full view of her profile.
My chest grows motherfucking tight.
I blink again, thinking I’m seeing things.
Riley Tennyson wets her lips.
Fuck.
I’m not seeing things.
Jesus Christ. This is just what I need.
Working this shit, needing to stay focused and eyes alert to all
bodies in this room and now I know for damn sure that’s not gonna be happening,
meaning this gig just went from easy to really fucking complicated.
There’s only one body I’m interested in keeping eyes on and it’s
the one making my dick hard.
Motherfucker.
Riley Tennyson is gonna fucking kill me.
I pull in a deep breath, watching that sweet face get ripped out
of view when Riley looks toward the stage again.
She keeps dancing. Keeps shaking that perfect ass and swaying
those perfect hips, fingers curling in and lifting those long waves again, also
perfect.
Every part of her. Every fucking inch.
Perfection.
And I’m not even considering what she’s got going on in the
front. Shouldn’t even be considering it—we’re friends, she’s taken, and I’m not
a fucking asshole—but that didn’t stop me all day when I couldn’t keep those
spectacular tits off my mind, even going a step further into crazy when I
shared that with her through a text.
I need to quit now. Stop this shit.
I can avoid it. I got options.
Switch with the guy hanging up by the stage, hoping Riley keeps
her location. Or fuck it. Just pull out of this gig all together. Make up some
excuse. I don’t need the cash.
I don’t need to be staring.
I sure as fuck don’t need to be getting hard right now.
I got options. Just need to pick one.
Simple.
Yeah…
Real fucking simple.
I breathe in deep again, letting it out slowly. And I do this
staring at her.
Only at her.
And the more staring I do the more I start to notice, like how
she seems to be out there dancing alone, not with another person or a group of
friends she came with. People around her are keeping to themselves or appearing
to be together, throwing their arms around each other or sharing looks. Acting
friendly. Just not with her.
Riley isn’t meeting anyone’s eyes. She’s not trying to talk to
anyone. She’s in her own little world.
She’s here alone.
He made her come to this shit alone.
Anger fills me. My jaw flexes while the muscles in my arms and
shoulders start locking up.
My choice of options just grew by one.
Instead of charging through the crowd which, no lie, is exactly
what I want to be doing right now, I reach into the back pocket of my jeans and
pull out my phone. I shoot out a quick text.
Me: Tell me he’s here.
Lifting my eyes, I watch as Riley pauses mid ass-shake, slaps
her back pocket, tugs out her phone and brings it in front of her. Her head
tilts down, then a second later it’s lifting and she’s searching all around
where she’s standing, peering around people and standing taller. She finds me
when she finally twists around, head first and then body following.
Her lips part. Her blue eyes go round, flames burning me up like
they always do.
Riley starts moving my way and my eyes lower, first to her
mouth, watching the slow smile twist across it and take shape.
She looks happy to see me. I shouldn’t put stock into that but I
do. It’s what I want.
Then my eyes keep dropping and I get full view of her tits. Her
full, heavy, perfect fucking tits. Sitting high behind her tight white shirt
and bouncing with her steps.
Jesus Christ.
My new friend has tits like that. And by the looks of it, she
didn’t bother putting on a bra either.
What the fuck did I do in a previous life to deserve this kind
of torture?
“Hey. I didn’t know you were coming to this,” Riley says all
sweet sounding when she reaches me, stopping close and offering me a smile.
Sweat gathers on her brow and in the hollow dip in her throat. She shoves her
phone away and questions, “Why are you standing all the way back here? Don’t
you wanna get closer so you can see the band?”
“Working,” I tell her, lifting my eyes before I punch a hole
through my jeans. I tuck my phone into my back pocket, adding, “Trust me. I can
see plenty from where I’m standing.”
Ain’t that the fucking truth.
Riley blinks, then looks to my chest. “You’re not wearing your
uniform,” she observes.
I squint at her mouth.
I got what she said, but I can barely hear her over the music. I
don’t like that.
I want to hear her.
“Come on.” Grabbing her elbow, I pull Riley with me to the back
corner of the room, stopping beside the hallway that leads to the restrooms and
crowding the wall.
It’s as far from the speakers as I can get her unless I take her
outside, and I’m not sure I want to do that.
Only `cause I know I’ll want to leave with her. Meaning I absolutely want
to do that.
Shoulder pressing to the wall, I release her elbow after tugging
Riley close. I pull my arms across my chest. “Not typically something I wanna
advertise when I’m staying undercover,” I say in response to her observation.
“Oh.” She looks up at me, smiling and lifting her shoulders with
a jerk. “Cool,” she says.
I can see Riley better where we’re standing now. The hallway
light is shining on her, making her skin glow.
I look her over.
She wearing more makeup than I’ve ever seen her in. Black lines
her eyes and her lashes are darker. Thicker too.
I like that.
Her cheeks are flushed from the dancing she was doing. That
combined with the whatever she’s got on her face is hiding her freckles from
me.
I don’t like that. But I don’t tell Riley. I keep looking.
Red lips, full and shiny. Cock sucking lips. I know that from
experience.
Shit. Don’t go there. I focus on her eyes
again.
Blue and black, fading out to grey. Like a storm coming…
“You totally still look like a cop,” Riley shares, jarring my
focus. The corner of her mouth twitches. “You’re not fooling anyone, CJ Tully.”
My brows raise. “Yeah?”
She nods, laughing. “You look scary and pissed off. Smile a
little.”
I don’t smile. Not even when she amps hers up and gives it to
me, pairing it with another soft giggle.
I get straight to the point with her because getting off point
with Riley is gonna lead to this shit getting even more complicated, and fuck,
I’ve looked enough tonight to run the risk of major fucking complications.
Plus, she’s laughing. Smiling. Looking like she’s thinking the
same things I’m thinking.
Get to the fucking point, Tully.
“You gonna answer my question?” I ask.
Her brow furrows. “What question?”
“I asked you if he was here,” I remind her.
“Oh.” Nodding, Riley looks behind her in the direction of the
bar, then meets my eyes again. “Yeah, he went to get a drink. He doesn’t really
want to be here. I kinda dragged him out.”
“Why?”
“Why what?”
“Why’d you need to drag him out?”
Riley tilts her head. “Because… he doesn’t really want to be
here?” she repeats slowly, looking puzzled. “I just told you. He doesn’t like
The Killers.”
“So?”
“So?”
“Yeah, babe. So.”
She straightens her head, but her eyes narrow as if she’s
thinking hard. “You’ve lost me,” she shares.
“Forget it,” I mumble, looking away, knowing I got no business
getting up in her shit the way I’m doing. I need to back off.
“No. What? Tell me.” Riley reaches out and places her hand on my
forearm.
I look down and watch her black painted fingers wrap around and
curl under. I feel them squeeze.
Our eyes lock.
“Tell me,” she pleads, looking close to begging for this.
My blood starts running hot. Scorching. Hot.
Fuck it.
I’m getting up in her shit.
“I’m here because I’m working for extra cash, not because I’m
digging the music,” I share, staring into her eyes and seeing hers staring
back, like what I’m revealing is something she needs to hear, not just
something she’s curious about. “Don’t hate it. I listen to stuff like this on
occasion but it ain’t something I’d pay money to see. That being said, my woman
wants to come to a show like this, crowd this size, booze flowing, other shit
possibly going on, she ain’t coming alone. No discussion needed. I could hate
this music to the point it makes my fucking ears bleed and I’m still going with
her.”
“Why?” Riley asks. “To protect her?”
“That.” I jerk my chin. “And `cause she’s mine and a real man
can deal with shitty music for a few hours if it means putting in time with his
woman.”
Riley drags her teeth along her bottom lip. Her chest starts
working harder, moving stricter with her breaths.
I should stop now. The way she’s looking at me…
I should stop.
I don’t.
“Saw you dancing and thought you were here alone,” I add,
smirking. “Already hate that motherfucker for what he gets to touch every
night. I thought I was gonna have to kill him.”
Riley stares up at me. She doesn’t blink. Doesn’t breathe.
“Babe,” I probe.
“You shouldn’t say that,” she says, face serious.
Her hand squeezes tighter. She’s anxious now, maybe. Or pissed.
I don’t know.
I decide to ease her mind if it’s nerves getting to her.
“I wouldn’t really kill him.” My smirk grows into a smile. “Mess
him up though.”
“No. Not that.” She shakes her head. “The other thing. What he gets to touch. You
shouldn’t say that.”
“It’s true.”
“Even so. We’re friends. You shouldn’t say it.”
I bend to get closer. “You might wanna take your hand off me if
we’re friends, darlin’.”
J.Daniels is the New York Times and USA Today bestselling author of the Sweet Addiction series, the Alabama Summer series, and the Dirty Deeds series.
She would rather bake than cook, she listens to music entirely too loud, and loves writing stories her children will never read. Her husband and children are her greatest loves, with cupcakes coming in at a close second.
J grew up in Baltimore and resides in Maryland with her family.
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